Michael

New to writing blog. Male 53. Complex PTSD/Complex DID Unwitting participant in government funded behavioral modification by behavioral science. WOW just went to update my profile. I am 57 now. I process trauma and good things eventually happen. I process all of it including what happened before I could speak. I am in psychoanalysis and expressive therapy. I do not dissociate I am a multiple. I have a two corrections about what I wrote on my blog prior to June 16th 2012. My family moved when I was 3 1/2 that is how I established my time line. Come to find out I did not move with them I stayed in the cellars and closets or somewhere. It is not that my memory was messed up it was my timeline was messed up by what I was told happened. The second is when I refer to my mother abusing me it was not my biological mother it was who some of us thought was our mother as we lived in her cellars etc. One thing it does change is that the girl that took care of me and I were much closer in age than I thought. I am not gong to correct my posts as it would be a lot of work.